Non-Ideal Mom: Poem for the last working day at office

Break to Make

Long hours away from babe, seemed like the cause of the distress.

Believed it was need of the day, and hence, continued the press.

But present since much before were dissatisfaction,

guilt, fears, blames and regrets.

Oh! The long wait hoping for those to appreciate.

Realization! Living for and like others will only depreciate.

Tired or Enlightened!? Don't want to continue this race.

It was a beautiful journey, outward;

now is the time for the inward chase.

Or is it just that, could fit better in a different place?

Whichever is the case, it's a call for a break.

To live life slowly and for happiness sake.

Pursue interests, bask in the morning sun, bright,

Or peruse the depths of lake, in the hazy twilight.

To wing the dreams or face fears and burn.

It's for personal growth, to learn and to unlearn.

Relieved and happy, with the seeming U-turn!

Words just bring comfort; tough is going to be the try.

It has been very good here, will remember and sigh,

The best monthly sms, that never failed to give a wonderful high,

The help, the patience, the understanding,

the guidance, the learning, the company, the friendship

and those happy laughter bringing tear in the eye.

Thank you all for each and everything.

Good bye for now, off to search what suits best.

I may be back with a bang as a result of the quest.